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Im back with my school life in New Zealand.
♥ Sunday, February 7, 2010

LoL. I have been trying to update my blog using my phone.
but it just sucks because i couldnt type a full sentence using the phone. D;
Yea yea~ i know im lazy. im so lazy to update my blog and change my layout. LOL!
seriously, i wanna change my layout NOW! i mean it.
i think ill start doing it now because..
IM SO BORED!
School started on Thursday (4th Feb 2010) and i was actually enjoying my class :D
The subjects i took were History (i kinda like it xD), Calculus , Statistic , Accounting and ICT.
most of the subjects were related to MATHSSS xD
im more confident in Maths i think~ hehehe.
So.. this year is the year that i kick my ass off to get super duper good results for Uni :)
hopefully ill pass ALL my exams with Excellence or Merit. (gotta aim high bahahaha~)
Wish me luck babeh! :D
and and and...
school ball is on the 29th of May!
it was UNEXPECTEDLY early this year. LOL
i need to work harder to make myself slimmer. BAHAHHAA
(could you believe that im actually saying this?!?)
thanks to my cousin.. im going to have a super incentive slimming program now. --"
no more Shin Ramen... NO MORE SNACKS! NO MORE.... SWEETSSS D;
for the sake of my own good. LOL ill say BYE BYE to them :)
*ill miss you all................ T_T*
ah ah ah! one more thing..
GUESS WHAT I GOT FOR MY LAPPY :3
i got her a korean keyboard sticker :D
thanks to my friend HanSol who bought it for me through Gmarket :)
i think ill get my layout done today and publish it HAHAHA
will update my blog next time then..
(i hope the next update wont be in March~ muahahaha)
adios~ ciao~ jalga~ annyeong~ BYE BYE!

LOVE&RESPECT ♥ PeiFen페이펜; @ 6:38 PM


My First 2010 Post.
♥ Friday, January 8, 2010

Happy Late New Year! :x
I know its late but i still wanna wish everyone.
On December, It's been a busy month for me and my family~
Last year, we went to Bangkok and it was really fun~ lol
shall post some pictures next time. :x
I took a picture with Khunnie! lol~
but not the REAL NichKhun.. it is actually one of his Advertisement Banner. xD
My Thai Tour Guide didnt know who was NICKUN but when i pronounce NICH-KHUN.
She was like.. OH OH! I know him! ROFL.
*bad Siam pronunciation i have.*
Many things happen on 2009..
Ill never forget what important things that happened to me.
First thing is that it was the first time i left home for 8 months?
I have experience the loneliness and the freedom i got.
I screwed most of the stuff i think.
But this is where i get to learn.
I know sometimes when people make mistake.. the person who knows the mistake will always remember what you have done and they will always think that you might repeat next time.
But i just cant understand why can't they forgive and forget? LOL.
Im a person that hard to forget what people had done to me and forgive them.
Maybe this is my Karma.
I need a serious change in my life.
no more PLAY PLAY PLAY.
Since i cant manage my own life yet.. i have no right to take responsible to other things..
Maybe this is what i need to go through.. this is life..
Going through Kpop.. Organizing Events.. Being a failure of everything.. D;
So im officially out of Fandom. I will not go on forums. I mean it >:)
Whatever is it.. im going to work super hard now. :) support me not? hehe.
18 days left.. and i will be back to New Zealand..
And ill start my journey towards Uni..
Work as hard as possible.
I dont want to disappoint my parents again.
Sometimes i just feel like crying alone...
I feel so guilty..
Okay fine.. Ill stop emo-ing.
It's a New Year~ So New Year is always a NEW START!
My New Year Resolution:
- Cut down 1oKg (everyone must be laughing at me right? lol)
- Study hard towards University
- Quit Fandom

This is what i can think right now. LOL.
ill add it up next time :)

LOVE&RESPECT ♥ PeiFen페이펜; @ 4:09 AM


im back! :)
♥ Wednesday, December 16, 2009

hmm. sorry blog, for not updating you since i came back from NZ D;
for all my friends from Malaysia, FYI -
IM BACK! :)
i have not much to say. LOL
ill post up some pictures next time. xD
omg. im so random. ==
im lazy to write more.... so...
bye bye =x

LOVE&RESPECT ♥ PeiFen페이펜; @ 4:26 AM


人心难测~
♥ Wednesday, December 2, 2009

我发现华语真的能让我把我说想说的话通通都“解放”出来~
说实在的,这一年来,我真的没变多少。。只是有一些事真的让我相通了。。
出国了,以为自己会变乖,懂事等等。
但我觉得这根本就是我自己想做的事,而没有实际的行动。
我后悔了。。我真的后悔了。。。
一年让我浪费了。。浪费我爸妈的心血,浪费我爸妈的金钱。。
但是,后悔也没用了。
过去的事已经过去了,我也不能改变什么事实。
所以,我真的一定要改!!
我要改变自己!
而这一次,我要有实际行动!!!
你们会支持我吧?
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人心难测·····
为什么人就是喜欢“赖”别人呢?
我不姓“赖”也不可能会姓“赖”。
我承认我自己有时候也会赖别人。。
但,我不是时时刻刻的那么做。。
当我觉得我真的有做错,我会保持沉默。
人们就会觉得你一定是有做错。
但是,你们可想过,有可能我是不想插嘴而保持沉默吗?
我真搞不懂人们啊~
你们的好,你们的坏,说实在的,我觉得我已经看透了。。
你们也因该都看透我了。。
我是一个接受别人的批评但我还是我会改进的人。。
即时你怎么说我,我都回听,我不会回嘴。
这是因为我知道那可能是我的错。
我只会对自己责备。。
讲真的,我觉得我很蠢。
我要我那有自信的我。。
但,那个我只会在我喜欢做的事出现。。
不认识我的人会说,我很厉害。
事实上,我只是在某方面特别特出。
我相信,未来的每一天会更好。
因为,我决定了。
我一定要改变自己!
不要在做那个自卑有没信心的我!
加油吧!:)


LOVE&RESPECT ♥ PeiFen페이펜; @ 6:14 PM


First Day Of December 2009
♥ Tuesday, December 1, 2009

boo! :)
Its the first day of December 2009!
Everyone must be thinking WHY THE HELL TIME FLIES SO FAST!?!
it's already December, and i dont think i make any changes?
Seriously, everyone is changing day by day but i feel like im just stopping at my own "circle"?
maybe im too "lazy" to think of improving myself or watever.
i cant waste my time any more. ==
WHAT IF the world is really going to end in 2012?
I might just regret that i didnt work hard enough in my life and im just fooling around when i still have.
so.... appreciate whatever now so you dont regret when u are going to die. LOL *random eh?*
Fen ah Fen~ you need to think for your future. what you wanna do? what do you THINK you actually wanna be?! *going to far away D;*
Ahjusshi ah~ once again, gomawo~ xD i seriously need a change for myself.~
for a better life? a better future? :)
let's see. i'll deal with you, that in 3 months time i'll make my laziness go away~ and im going to start from today onwards! no more tomorrow because there are too many ENDLESS tomorrows.
i just found out that the REAL me will only appear at late night.
so.. it should be a bad thing xD
i dont want to have my mask on everyday. i get tired of having it now. ><
but this need time to change. so....... better start now before it is too late.
Having a mask on will not make you happier. You will get more sadness in the dark.
bla bla bla~ i have no idea what am i saying now. whatever is it...
i jinja LOVE this Quote :
WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?
IT'S TIME FOR A CHANGE!
----- PARK JAEBEOM
Time for a changes babeh! Magdalene ~ Jiayou ahh~ dont force yourself too much k? lol. we still like you no matter how you are or what you are or whatever is it. lol. because we are FRIENDS :) dont worry~ you have the time to change. So let's fighting together :D





------------------------imma study my science now =P--------------------------

LOVE&RESPECT ♥ PeiFen페이펜; @ 2:21 PM


Long Break huh?!?
♥ Monday, November 30, 2009

Yes visitors~ xD
it has been a LONG break for me :x
about a month and 12 days that i didnt even TOUCH my blog. :)
been lazy and busy. LOL
exams going on and i dont think i have much to blog too. HAHA
well.. everyone is done with their exams except for me or for those who are taking general science and other subjects which i cant remember. LOL
my last exam is on wednesday D;
good luck to me babe LOL
gonna wish all SPM candidates GOOD LUCK! i know it is kinda late but you still need some luck rite? MUAHAHA.
Seriously, i have 2 more days and 5 more days to go.
Malaysia im coming~ and bye bye to Exams and New Zealand!
but i will be back after a month plus D;
so dont miss me ya~ lol *nobody will miss u, u pabo*
whatever is it~ im seriously hoping that i can pass all my exams! T-T
Buddha ahh~ please please give me strength and luck!
I'll always eat vege on chu yi, and chu shi wu LOL.
please please please help me to get through this. sigh
Park Jaebeom~ did u gain weight? LOL *random huh?*

LOVE&RESPECT ♥ PeiFen페이펜; @ 10:33 PM


미남이시네요 ♥
♥ Sunday, October 18, 2009

It has been a while that i did not update my blog frequently.
all because of school and one more thing.. LAZY! :x
so, how's everyone out there?
lol. my chatbox did not have any new comments altho there are always a few people visiting my blog everyday. HAHA.
now, i'm just going to update with more kpop boybands and Kdrama!
Firstly, have you heard about Rain having his own company?
and he is also training a new boyband?
This new boyband is called MBLAQ.
They have 5 members in their group and one of the members is actually Sandara Park(2NE1) little brother. :D
This is not the latest picture of MBLAQ because Sandara Park's brother wasnt in there. so yea.
Let's take a look on their MV. Their debut song - Oh Yeah

I love LeeJoon! the guy who has sexy ABS! :x

Next~ let's go for another boyband. LOL!
They are from CUBE Entertainment. hmm. very close company with JYP. lol.
AJ a.k.a Gi Kwang is in the group. and he is HOT! :P
They are the B2ST! Beast to the Best? :x
Honestly, they dun look that hot before debut (exclude AJ :x). but now, they look matured. LOL.

Before Debut.
Now, they did not release their full mv for their debut song - Bad Girl. so..
we shall just take a look on their teaser. Beast to the Best.

AJ is so HOT. haha.

Here comes my SHINee! JongHyun looks hotter, Key looks... weirder. because of his hair? @@ Minho is having a normal hairstyle..a bit curly? Onew.. bouncy hair. LOL. and lastly, TaeMin.. hmm. normal too i think. lol

Enjoy the MV :P

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Here comes Kdrama!
Do you heard that FT Island Vocalist Lee HongKi is acting in the drama called You're Beautiful 미남이시네요? lol.

It is now airing in KBS world i think. haha
so remember to watch! :)
This is my first time saying HongKi cute! because i'm a Minhwan fan. :x
but i really like HongKi's voice. hehe
*omg. i'm going to be a hongkied!!! :x*
Tae Kyung and On Yu are in search of a new member for their idol group, A.N.JELL. However, Mi Nam suffers an injury at the last moment. So Mi Nyu, his twin sister, is asked to step in for her brother. The rest of the drama follows the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group.
That is the synopsis of the drama. Here is some profile about their actor.
Geun Seok looks like Lee Minho in the show. LOL! with those weird hairstyle and THICK eyebrown. LOL!

This guy is HOT! gosh. i can even day dream of him being my "friend" LOL! altho he has big eyes like MinHo(shinee) but he looks hot. HAHA. he is only 20 years old!!! gahh~~ he looks a bit like JongHyun (shinee).
I'll just introduce the hotties to you all. LOL!
Do you all want a profile of Lee HongKi?
i think you all can google it :) HAHA.
time for me to go~
i might be hiatus for some reason again.
EXAMS is coming!
i'm counting down.
[29DAYS] & [48DAYS]







LOVE&RESPECT ♥ PeiFen페이펜; @ 10:27 AM




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